Sorry I’ve been away from Tumblr for so long. I’ve been dealing with the death of my ex. Only to find out a week after his passing that he was murdered, more or less, by two good friends of mine (and Toppers best friend). One of which I used to live with. I’ll return to posting sometime soon. All this has been a lot to take in. I miss him so badly, because he was so much more than an ex to me. He was my friend, someone I truly loved and cared about deeply. I wish so desperately I could rewind time, not only to save him but to tell him how much he truly meant to me. My first love and someone that changed my life has been ripped away from me by two people I cared for and trusted. I’m not being dramatic when I say I won’t be the same. I love you Michael Topper Duffy. Always and forever. 😥 Rage in Paradise 💵🚬🎶🎲🍺💀❤